A Memoir about the poem: Water of the Damned

Water of the Damned appeared in the Allpoetry.com website during Christmas weekend of 2020 but the poem itself is about ten years old. A reader said they hoped it wasn’t true but appreciated the wording. The indications given in the poem are true. My attempts to warn my contemporaries are in http://storychecksout.org but the poem is about the ongoing personhood I am struggling to assert, a deaf person, generous hearted, learned, as a fact of what academics now call asserting my own agency (while illicitly held in a private imprisonment by the criminally insane and this provides a significant background to my attempts at normalcy). I don’t have mass mailing lists. I can only talk to one person at a time. The fact that I was chemically castrated by a military-hospital union who took my fiance by force and told me it was justice over her virginity hurts both personally and politically. On the personal level, I am only cheated of involuntary erections although it rules out courting some girl to play martyr to my solitude-bound condition. The assassins of course crow of greater love and so on after having violently tortured me as a child in an Imperial linguistic experiment intended to manufacture my persona as an enemy of Christian absolutism.

Politically it hurts because when a situation is too far gone, to quote Brecher, people are inclined to “just pour gas on it and let’s get going,” adding as liturgy, “worse things have happened.” The fact that my father knew Eisenhower and was heard as radio room man on Bush’s ship in the Navy shows why I was a special item targeted by Zappa’s alliance in Japanese porn behind the AIDS attack, as I have testifed, with the evidence, as well as the relevance to the index of The Outer Limits television planners who put out the Texas Schoolbook to examine their achievements in the murders of King and Kennedy while keeping people guessing is this real or a hoax? http://texasschoolbook.weebly.com

Covid is now another mass death and denial spectacle.

The specifics of the poem were in the era I lived in Chinatown before returning to Pittsburgh and to school. Powerful people who are using me watched all this closely to guard against any interpretation which wasn’t confederate to their programming. All of the minority groups had cheerleaders and their cheerleading sections all pronounced the same refrain, “I don’t care. I just don’t care.” When luring me back here the occupation government of Ng and Inslee took me camping with the clubhouse and poisoned me in the mouth. I came back because Donnie Chin was murdered. I live with bone loss, ongoing treatment of the three year old infection to the gums, constantly rattling in my ear, cyberstalkingn abuses, plaque build up around my jugular vein had to be investigated, I was down in the building across from the bank with tons of weird white stuff all over my shirt, plaque, plaque everywhere. To top it off what began as a boil on my lip found me among the boyish girls of Auburn when Red Elm put semen in my coffee. Then this gang killed Saoirse.

The set up by Wells Fargo and Lucas was to make Chin’s murder look like Union custody of the castration case, on the basis of suspicion regarding the Chinese doctor who, without examining me, wrote the prescription for an unidentified registered nurse working with a heart poisoner from Pittsburgh who acted elsewhere and strongly clued me that he as in on the Babyland murder mystery in Pittsburgh from ages ago which is part of the Texas Schoolbook. The Union wants to hawk this macabre case for everything Ono claims from Warhol. Why Ono? Supposedly John Lennon’s checking out is my fault.

In reality the Grand Master of the Pendulum killed both Saoirse and Chin.

Supreme token status, meaning Youssou N’dour and you don’t need a rational position. They are just clearing things out they say in good conscience to protect the earth. While providing them what they identify as their playstation Custer, UW Dialectical monger the counterpoint that I am an Injun man playing horse in extreme sympathy for the victims, what better conglomeration for a multicultural bloodbath?

The role of King Crimson’s skull and bones society came up with tosser, and Gabriel’s attorney said she was rather haughty back in 1984. I didn’t understand from things like Klein’s in the JFK case that the use of phonemes was built into the language, because that’s in Japanese, not English. I didn’t see the pun for rather hottie or Quarterback in tosser for Queen’s Bench QB. Language is all coded for these missionary monsters. Tony Norman butchered old letters to the newspaper in Pittsburgh. In defending free speech I choked up the most ridiculous thing I could think of supposed someone said Jews eat babies. The problem was that Natural Language Labs was monitoring for the Neva Porn perverts who brutally tortured me as a child and they were deterring the real question about voiceovers. How did that idea get there. Noam Chomp-sky? The biggest joke for Noam is that the whole thing has been told to the public, a point he has made his whole career, we just don’t care, we just don’t care.

DD the slipperstar of Warhol Cult’s secret society Diamond Dogs in Pittsburgh is cued to allow child pornographer to announce Lennon’s stepping out as a grievance on conquest to allow Kennedy’s killers to take back America for the Axis, like the taking of Pelham123 switched and signaled by Pelosi.

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